Posted by Leslie on June 18, 19100 at 15:03:11:
Tomorrow is most probably going to be CD1. It seems to be coming a few days sooner than expected...so here we go again. I will probably be calling the RE's office tomorrow to jump back in to all of this stuff. I don't know that I want to do this. I think that I am just prolonging the inevitable. I am just going to be disappointed again and again. I am in such a bad mood and I am so angry that I have to go through this. Remind me again why I am putting myself through this again rather than giving up and moving to adoption. Leslie