Posted by Leslie on July 25, 19100 at 23:29:53:
I have about 6 days left of my 42 day break. If you remember, I had an elevated FSH and I got put on bcp's for 42 days with the hopes of me having a much better cycle. I also had a + beta that never went anywhere on my last cycle in May.
I am so scared to do this again and every time I think about it, I start crying. It is stressing me out so badly. I almost just want to stay on the bcp's for the rest of my life. Anyone else ever feel this way or do you all just get psyched to get started "again?"
I know that I will pick myself up and do it again, but it is just upsetting me.
Leslie