Posted by Leslie on July 26, 19100 at 15:08:24:
In Reply to: Re: Does anyone else freak out about going into treatment after a long break? posted by Vanessa on July 26, 19100 at 13:09:18:
: : I have about 6 days left of my 42 day break. If you remember, I had an elevated FSH and I got put on bcp's for 42 days with the hopes of me having a much better cycle. I also had a + beta that never went anywhere on my last cycle in May.
: : I am so scared to do this again and every time I think about it, I start crying. It is stressing me out so badly. I almost just want to stay on the bcp's for the rest of my life. Anyone else ever feel this way or do you all just get psyched to get started "again?"
: : I know that I will pick myself up and do it again, but it is just upsetting me.
: : Leslie
: Hi Leslie,
: Yeah...me! My last trip down the IVF path was last November. Last year was awful for me...an ectopic, multiple methatrexate shots, a failed frozen and a failed fresh. I found out the last cycle failed the Monday before my birthday and my favorite aunt died on my birthday. I swore I'd never try it again, but after a while and my husband and I talking about it, guess what? I had an appointment this morning with Dr. Berkeley at NYU! And it was positive and I'm doing okay. Say a prayer, find an outlet for your frustation, and JUMP BACK IN! Good luck.
: Vanessa