Posted by Tiffany on April 19, 19100 at 16:31:27:
Well, tonight is the big night that I have been dreading for 7 months. It's my sister-in-law's baby shower. She is due in 2 weeks. I hope I will be able to make it thru this without breaking down. I am excited to see family members who understand but my sister in law is very insensitive. I don't think she has a clue what I am going through. Hopefully, this night will be a step forward for me. I was still unable to buy a present, instead mom did it. Will it get any better? Good luck to all of you... we will make it thru this I suppose. But it's facing reality that hurts the worst. Love, Tiffany