Re: how pathetic am I?

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Posted by on July 21, 19100 at 14:11:02:

In Reply to: how pathetic am I? posted by fishergirl on July 21, 19100 at 10:26:21:

: i've been lurking. . . .today is my scheduled beta test and I did not go to the clinic; as i knew i wouldn't. my fear is that this will be 0/3 (this fet was my last, and only 1 good emb. thawed for xfer). bieing the planner that i am, i will test at home, after the work day. . .it seems like some pple look forward to this day and i basically hate it even tho its what i work twrds and the prog. shots have left my ass black and blue!
: tonite will tell. . . but i am not really possessed of "cautious optimism." ah well.

Hello !! I don't think you're pathetic at all ... you've just had it and are emotionally drained - all of which is to be expected. BUT ... let me share something with you ... I took a HPT (Confirm or something like that - one of the HPT's which picks up low levels) on the MORNING of my beta test. It came back negative, went for my test ... my beta came back at 253 (via IVF.) SO ... even if your HPT is negative you should still go in for bloodwork. I hope you're totally wrong about this cycle ... fingers crossed and +++thoughts !!! Debi

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