how pathetic am I?

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Posted by fishergirl on July 21, 19100 at 10:26:21:

i've been lurking. . . .today is my scheduled beta test and I did not go to the clinic; as i knew i wouldn't. my fear is that this will be 0/3 (this fet was my last, and only 1 good emb. thawed for xfer). bieing the planner that i am, i will test at home, after the work day. . .it seems like some pple look forward to this day and i basically hate it even tho its what i work twrds and the prog. shots have left my ass black and blue!
tonite will tell. . . but i am not really possessed of "cautious optimism." ah well.

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