Posted by Leslie on July 21, 19100 at 13:33:22:
In Reply to: miserable posted by Kim on July 21, 19100 at 10:42:02:
: After 5 years of ttc, AF shows up After 5 years of ttc, AF shows up once again, right on time. I just don't understand it. I should be 6
: months pg with my first (from the 2nd
: IVF). What happened? What happened to my 3 "perfect" little embryos? Why did I lose embryos that I wanted so badly? This year, I was looking forward to giving birth, to my first baby shower, to giving the gift to my parents and husband that I really have been wanting to give for a very long time. I am miserable
: and desperate for this suffering to
: end. When will it? I have been pouring out my troubles to the Lord, why isn't He
: helping?? Why are my petitions being ignored? I watch as my husband suffers, he
: had high hopes of starting tx again but yet we get slapped with a huge tax bill. We
: cannot seem to save any money for
: another IVF. I will be 36 soon, I feel I am running out of time, as I am not the best
: responder. I just cannot believe I will be
: turning 36, and still not pregnant and miserable as ever. I am the only one in my entire
: family, that is married and has NEVER given birth.
: "Give me children, or I shall die" Genesis 20:1