Posted by Kell7 on May 22, 19100 at 12:39:57:
In Reply to: I'm in need of some serious hand holding.... posted by Leslie on May 21, 19100 at 23:45:45:
I will be thinking about you. I have always found that our tx and thoughts parelled. I just found out we had a failed cycle this month. This failure above all others also has led us to talk about adoption. This is first my dh has ever let us even talk about it. I just can't take the emotional tumoil anymore. I like you can;t see loaning our life away for tx that might work and most prob won't where the money used for adoption woould bring us a child. The prob with us is that my dh is willing to mortage our lives away for a biological child. Our medium for now is to start thinking about adotption and gathing infotion and procedd in that direction whild still purseing med tx. That way when we are ready for adoption fully we will be further along in the process. I hope that makes sense. Not everyone feels the same way but somtines hearing others decisions helps.
I hope that all this is nill for you and that you are preg. and we get a happy post from you.
good luck-Kelly
: In less than 8 hours, I will be getting my beta. As I have been posting, my husband and I made a decision to not do any more treatment after next month. We believe that since we don't have coverage for certain things, it is silly to waste money on something that may never work and that we should start saving for a sure thing-this being adoption. I am really, really scared. This cycle has been very different than all of the rest..I don't know what to make of it...so I am really hoping more than usual and I think that I am going to be disappointed more severely than usual. I am really scared. Leslie