Posted by on May 19, 19100 at 13:00:47:
WELL, IT'S FRIDAY. MONDAY I HAVE SURGERY- LAPAROSCOPY FOR THE SECOND TIME IN 6 MONTHS. I AM A BIT ANXIOUS AND SCARED. ANXIOUS BECAUSE I WANT TO FEEL BETTER AND SLEEP WELL, BUT I AM SCARED THAT THE DOCTOR MIGHT FIND SOMETHING HORRIBLY WRONG. I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM HAVING SURGERY AGAIN, I TALKED TO MY DOCTOR AND HE SAID THAT I HAVE VERY EXTENSIVE ENDO. I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS THAT BAD. AS SOON AS SURGERY IS OVER WE HAVE TO DO CLOMID AND START OVER WITH THE WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY. I AM KIND OF NERVOUS. MY SISTER IN LAW DID HAVE HER BABY. A BEAUTIFUL HEALTHY GIRL. IT WAS SO HARD. WHEN THEY CALLED I FELT THE WORLD HAD CAVED IN ON ME, I FELT LIKE MY HEART HAD BEEN RIPPED OUT OF MY CHEST. I PRAYED AND ASKED FOR HELP TO HANDLE THIS AND SINCE I HAVE BEEN COMFORTED. MY HUSBAND AND I WENT OVER TO SEE THE BABY WITH MY OTHER SISTER IN LAW, THE FAMILY WAS VERY SUPPORTIVE AND WERE ALL QUITE SURPRISED THAT WE WERE EVEN THERE. I HELD THE NEW BABY AND MY HUSBAND AND I WERE BOTH CRYING. IT IS SUCH A WONDERFUL MIRACLE. SOMEDAY I WANT TO HAVE THAT BLESSING IN MY LIFE. IN HIGH HOPES, TIFFANY