Posted by on May 17, 19100 at 14:26:11:
In Reply to: Awfully sad today.. posted by Leslie on May 17, 19100 at 09:02:21:
: I woke up this morning absolutely miserable. I don't know what my problem is...I feel like I could cry any second. I honestly don't know why..I'm just tired, stressed out, frustrated, and waiting for my beta at the beginning of next week. I think I need some kind of vacation. Leslie
Hi Leslie, Vacations are good!!!!! I wonder if you're feeling sad beyond the obvious stress of waiting and hoping. Moving onto adoption is a step that includes it's own grieving and hoping. These negative pregnancy tests can't just be about failing. They have to be about something else otherwise it's just too depressing. the little I know of you from these boards, I tend to think that your feelings right now might have to do with moving on. When, and if, the time is right, you will.
I certainly know that feeling that there is NO WAY you could be pregnant. The only thing is that you REALLY could be. If there was REALLY no chance, would you have done this past cycle?
All of us here are praying and hoping for you. Not only for a positive pregnancy test (although that would be NICE!!!!) but the ability to move on if it's not.
Love, Lisa Rosenthal