Posted by Kelly on April 15, 19100 at 16:54:46:
I have not been this down in a very long time. After my lap in march (nothing found)the plan was to do another iui before vacation and to be on vacation during the 2ww to see if that made a difference. Well as you all know these things can't be planned. RE gave me provera to bring on af. I never got af so I went in for B/w and by some mirical I ovulated instead. Dh and I were overjoyed. I of course figured this had to be it. Its how we here it happens all the time. When you least expect it. Well re said I would get af in 3 - 5 days and if not come back for b/w. I just new this was it. that all these years of suffering and depression were over. I had ovulated for the fist time in propably 30 yrs. I have been cramping all day and the bleeding has started. Not quite but very light. In my heart I know that I just fell off the rollercoaster and this time it was a very big fall. Dh isn't home yet but I know he thought this was it also. I am sorry this is so depressing but I just had to get it off my chest and didn't know where else to vent. At least here I know that everyone understands.
Kelly