Re: Feeling very scared and sorry for myself

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Posted by Tiffany on July 17, 19100 at 22:51:26:

In Reply to: Feeling very scared and sorry for myself posted by Leslie on July 16, 19100 at 23:24:06:

: It is almost a year since my surgery. Another year gone by. I knew a few people who had laps around the same time I did...they just delivered their babies within the last couple of months.
Dear Leslie, I am sorry to hear that you are not feeling so well. I am not sure there are any words to explain just how we feel. I have never been so lost for words in my entire life like I have the last 3 years. I do want you to know I am here for you. I think having endo with infertility is one of the hardest things to go through. Somedays I hurt so bad I think I am going to throw up. And then there is always the ache in your heart. All I can say is that I am learning patience very quickly. I have also realized how wonderful my husband really is. Just last night I couldn't stop crying, feeling sorry for myself and he was right there with me trying to understand. My prayers are with you. Just remember I think you are a strong person and you can make it through this. Love, Tiffany

How much longer do I have to wait..or maybe it just isn't going to happen.
: Do I even want to try anymore? Do I want to go through the trouble and the expense of finding and paying for an individual insurance policy....I could get IVF and it could fail. I could fail...again. Sigh...I will feel better in the morning. Sorry to be a bummer. Leslie

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